Broken

A broken man, a tormented soul

a poisoned mind, an empty hole

so much to give so much to take

so much to love so much to hate

broken inside; battered; bruised

what is the point when there is so much to lose

too often before I've been on this road

still tortured inside by the ghosts of old

never ahead, just stuck in the role

a broken man, a tormented soul.

Torn

Mixed up inside with feelings of uncertainty. The decision to come is too much to bare. To stay, to leave, to come or to go.. Searching for the answer feels like betrayal.

How do you say goodbye to the one you love? The one you were certain about from the very start..

Is it her or myself and where did we go wrong?

How did we get to this point in time?

A cold hard shell protects this hollow image of a man who doesnt know how he got to this place. Acceptance of a fate unknown - hope has gone.

Scared of so many different things in this life. To lose a love so true and giving is almost reality. I need to breakfree and overcome these obstacles. Is it the love or the fear that hold me back?

Is it love or fear that keeps me here?....

....Is it love or fear?....

Im back

Just want to let people know I am back. Hope you guys still follow or still blog. I am sad I stopped for such a long time. I have been writing lots lately and want to start posting again. Stay tuned. Hope you are all around and still being creative.