Unexplainable

The things I cannot explain, the things I cannot comprehend and the things that put my mind to rest. These are all a reflection of the way I feel for you. At times where I am stressed, confused, worried and sad you turn my life around by a touch, a kiss, a glance and a whisper of your feelings for me.

You put my mind at ease – you put my mind to work

You make me feel so secure – you make me scared

You make me look to the future – you make me live for the moment

You make me whole but I am only half without you.

The things I cannot understand; wont understand; try to understand; don’t understand and the things that are impossible to understand are all the things that make me feel the way I do for you.

Why is it that feelings can contradict each other? How do I feel safe but scared, shy but myself and nervous but completely at ease with life when I’m by your side.

I can not explain a single feeling towards you. Why should I? Why try to explain pleasure, bliss and heaven…

You make me feel so calm and relaxed but when I am with you my mind is working a mile a minute and will never slow down. I’m so calm with you but I’m so busy.

You make me feel like I’m a perfect person and that nothing will go wrong but I am scared of feeling so strong towards someone. Things with you are so perfect and you are the future I crave and work towards.

As I bullet from thought to thought, feeling to feeling and to each worry I have you are the only that always comes out on top.

Explanations of me to you are hard to come by and a feat to accomplish in my eyes. I don’t know if I will ever be able to explain or ever be satisfied in this sense. My feelings for you are the most intense and at times overwhelming. You joke and say you are perfect but for this one second in life I ask you let my words sink in deep.

You are a woman… Caring, Kind, Gentle, Passionate, Inspirational and Charming. You change my life without an effort. Nothing you do goes unnoticed. I care for every second in life we make eye contact or when you look at me when I’m not paying attention. I care for every second I hear your voice and every second you listen to me with open ears. I care for every touch. Every time we connect in each of these ways I let it sink. This is the way I feel for you and in my rapid thoughts I can give this last shot at an explanation. Everything is noticed by me, everything is taken in and everything is loved.